I wish I could record every memory!!!!

I always tend to have days where I go through old photos. Every time I look through these, I always say "awwww I remember when she used to do this". The above picture is Noey blowing raspberries. Oh my goodness she did this for WEEKS! Anywhere we would go, she would blow them and spit all over haha!! She started this around 6 months old. Thankfully this is one habit I can say she outgrew....

I wish I could capture EVERY single moment of her life. I don't ever want to forget a single second of it! 

I will always remember the FIRST night I got to be her Mama.

I will always remember the next morning waking up and thinking "Someone please pinch me because GOD this cannot be real!"

I will always remember her first smile I got to see.

I will always remember her first night at home and how I woke up 100 times thinking I wouldn't hear her if she was crying!

I will never forget how proud I was of my baby when she figured out how to roll over (although it was scary because she rolled over for the first time COMPLETELY wrapped in her swaddle in her crib).

I will never forget how nervous I was that I would miss her learning how to crawl - but I didn't...and I remember how proud I was.

I'll never forget her eating her first baby cereal...and how messy she was - and how mad she was when it was gone hahahha!

I won't forget the first time she gave me kisses back....or a squeeze.

I won't forget her silly "mmmm mmmm mmmm" sounds she made with every.single.bite. of food.

I won't forget her first steps......

Her first words.....

Her first time she said "Mommy"...

I will never forget the night she slept with me and in the middle of the night I felt her little baby arm reach over and heard her say "mmmmwaaaaaah" and give me a kiss and roll right back over to fall back asleep.

MOST of all...I will never ever for as long as I live, forget the moment my beautiful little girl was placed in my arms. I will never forget the feeling I got when I held her for the first time and knew this is who I was waiting for all along. God created her just for us. 

I wish I had a way to capture all of these moments EXACTLY when they happen....but I know they will always be in my heart.