Back to your regularly scheduled program....

Yep, life's back to normal-ISH. I have decided tonight, we have invested way too much heartache time these past 3 weeks, on something that probably will never change.
I would LOVE to love someone new....I would LOVE to make a difference. But I cannot force someone to make a decision, or force them to decide on my terms, or in my time.
It's frustrating, MADDENING....heartbreaking. But I need to just get our lives back to normal for my daughters sake. Everything I do is FOR my daughter.
SO....if it happens, it happens. If not, I tried my best. It's sad....but I won't let it bring us down.